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i am a moron

Thu Sep 24, 2009, 3:41 PM
just need to verbal vomit a bit...

i've been "clean" of my nasty little habbit for over 4 months but tonight. im thinking about someone i shouldnt, someone i should just leave in my past, and let go of, and i. want to hurt, but im so proud of my self for resisting for so long. no one here at uni knows, so, its weird, i dont want it to be well i guess i dont want it to be there anymore.

fucking im so stupid! should have looked at the photos of him! god im pathetic.. but i miss him.. so much :(

ARGHHHH!

i'll b fine, i think i know that really but i just need to.. blegh... to not have it all in my head?

i dunno.

anyway, lecture in the morning, shoudl get some sleep.

xx

  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: beethoven - moonlight sonata (3rd)

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:iconm-scharf:
Hey there! Thanks for faving my pumpkin!
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:iconspentpaperstars:
:) ... its AWESOME

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"Hate is baggage. Life's too short to be pissed off all the time. It's just not worth it"
Danny Vinyard, American History X
:icondeadsoulmate:
:D Thanks for the watch.

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:iconrebel-penguin:
Big thanks for the watch, much appreciated and hope to keep you well entertained :D

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"Courage and Godspeed"
:iconspentpaperstars:
ur welcome, ur stuff is amazing :)

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"Hate is baggage. Life's too short to be pissed off all the time. It's just not worth it"
Danny Vinyard, American History X
:iconsongsky:
havent seen you in ages?
where have you been?
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:iconspentpaperstars:
i dunno, its been kinda crazy since i started uni, i alllways have huge amounts of work to do, tho quite often dont do it :S and then everyones like we're going out, COME WITH!! i wet out last night actually. twas fun :)

hows a bout u? what u up to these days? not gettting in too much trouble i hope :)

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"Hate is baggage. Life's too short to be pissed off all the time. It's just not worth it"
Danny Vinyard, American History X
:iconsongsky:
haha, i know the feeling, over here in holand its a main part of the culture.
so everyone goes out, and im like butbutbut i have to work
and they all drag me out anywy :)


trouble? *shifty eyes*
me? haha
yesyes, i try to get in it as much as possible.
nice to hear frmo you though. its good that you havent died. :)

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:iconspentpaperstars:
lols, i always have a gd time tho!

lol, glad to hear it ;)

lol, i feel like im gonna die, i have so much to do!

x

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"Hate is baggage. Life's too short to be pissed off all the time. It's just not worth it"
Danny Vinyard, American History X
:iconsongsky:
i can relate
it seems like trying to find 5 minutes of spare time is impossible :/

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