i've been "clean" of my nasty little habbit for over 4 months but tonight. im thinking about someone i shouldnt, someone i should just leave in my past, and let go of, and i. want to hurt, but im so proud of my self for resisting for so long. no one here at uni knows, so, its weird, i dont want it to be well i guess i dont want it to be there anymore.
fucking im so stupid! should have looked at the photos of him! god im pathetic.. but i miss him.. so much
ARGHHHH!
i'll b fine, i think i know that really but i just need to.. blegh... to not have it all in my head?
i dunno.
anyway, lecture in the morning, shoudl get some sleep.
xx







-M
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"Hate is baggage. Life's too short to be pissed off all the time. It's just not worth it"
Danny Vinyard, American History X
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Conversation is amazing when we're free to say things people often won't because they hate themselves...
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"Courage and Godspeed"
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"Hate is baggage. Life's too short to be pissed off all the time. It's just not worth it"
Danny Vinyard, American History X
where have you been?
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i left you a message.....
<3
hows a bout u? what u up to these days? not gettting in too much trouble i hope
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"Hate is baggage. Life's too short to be pissed off all the time. It's just not worth it"
Danny Vinyard, American History X
so everyone goes out, and im like butbutbut i have to work
and they all drag me out anywy
trouble? *shifty eyes*
me? haha
yesyes, i try to get in it as much as possible.
nice to hear frmo you though. its good that you havent died.
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i left you a message.....
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lol, glad to hear it
lol, i feel like im gonna die, i have so much to do!
x
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"Hate is baggage. Life's too short to be pissed off all the time. It's just not worth it"
Danny Vinyard, American History X
it seems like trying to find 5 minutes of spare time is impossible :/
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i left you a message.....
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